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8:59 PM

I woke up at 530 tis morning, as I agreed to fetch her at her place. I reached there at 600am. Gosh, still so early. Meanwhile, I started grazing around. Suppose to meet 645. Waited patiently for her. Finally, here she came. Her smile melts my heart. It is worth waiting. Held her little hand walk to school. Sweet would be the word I used to describe the feeling. Looking forward to our next meeting.

I miss you.
Miss your little hand,
Miss everything of yours...

Thursday, March 30, 2006
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8:23 PM

today wake up at 5.30 haha so early lor then go out at 5.35. then take bus to mabel house there cause we promise to go school together ma so i reached her house at 6 lol so early cause we met at 6.45 lor lol. then at there nothing to go lor so see see her look look there soon 45min past liao. then go take bus to lakeside when go down the bus i hit my head so sad nvm la it ok de lol
than reached lakeside liao then we hand in hand walk to school haha so sweet lol then talk talk on the way soon reached school liao lucky nv liao lor cause we reached school at 7.19 lor .

then after that nothing on liao same as normal then after school go eat luach at school lor so cheap $1.50 got alot of things and also got soup somemore so good but east till very full lor . after that go JP we mabel and cindy go there crap alot and alos buy sweet sweet to eat eat. soon after that go back school as nisa still in school cause got ELDDS ma so sad for her lor. then on the way back to school take bus 198 lol haha the bus broke down and the fun thing was the time was 4.44pm lol.

so to bad lor then go school see nisa liao then go JP again lol then during the journey very funny lor cause cindy friend hen wei call her then there started to talk lor so cindy started to talk then after that mabel take the hp act as she is cindy lor lol then after that nisa turn then very funny lor we talk very loud ma so allt he pp on bored heard us lor lol. so it like vey malu lol. then after nisa talk the funny part come liao. i take the hp then i acy as gangster ma talk to him lor then also act as cindy bf lol then i like talk very firced lor then think i scared him lor lol. then he quickly hang up the phone lor lol. thn i ask the rest of them am i very fireced then they all say yes very really sound like 1 lor lol.

then soon reached JP liao so at first 1 go there shop de but saw my mother so cannot shop for too long lor haix after shop send mabel home cause she dont like 1 pp go home ma then she live at quite far lor so have to send her home then after that go back to JP again for the 3 time to go see the ham that my mother buy still there anot lor cause she say she buy liao forget to take lor lol.write till here liao.

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4:41 PM

yesterday was a very fun day lor lol. early in the morning go hospitial to go for check up again haix then after that go lot 1 with my friend then go there see see look look .
after go JP buy badminton racket cause $100 then go play basketball with them. afther that go home eat eat then go out again to go play badminton to test the new racket lor lol something happen so sad play till half way the racket just for no reason never hit anything just broke then i just feel so lame lor. so go hoem go take the ricpet then call my friend go JP togther to look for that stuipd guy who sell me that racket. go there talk talk lucky nv fight then he say he will call the company so we go home ahd wait for his call lor.
so today is the day he called me at first i thought wat will happen he call and say will replace me the same thing back for me so good lor cause that racket limtiadd de ma so if cannot replace me one hor think i will really cry lor $100 lor not $1o

Friday, March 17, 2006
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8:20 PM

today very boring stay at home the whole day haix nothing to do. wake up at 8+ eat breakfast then see tv after that my mother ask me to do something for her cause nowadays my mother boss dont no wat happen la suddenly like to fold things so ask my mother to help out. then my mother not so good in doing that so ask me to help her, so wat we do today was flower i dont no wat the flower is called in english la but i no wat it called in chinese only. so i told a few min to learn how to fold but i master the skill very fast. so i did the first one hmmm i think not good enough but my mother say very nice, i dotn no y la she say the other kind of flower i did for her boss last time her boss say very nice, nicer then the one he do. so i feel so happy lol. but only folding flower no $ de not good. so i try to fold another 1, i fold and i fold i fold alot then i found out that u look at 1 is not nice, but if u look at all of them together it very nice so i told my mother i dont 1 2 give her boss liao i want to keep for myself. so i contiune to do more, so at that moment something very funny happen my mother go and steal my flower lor so bad. nvm la take it as i nv see la let her take it. wah i did for very long, i do from morning 10 to afternoon around 4+ . then fold till half way go ah ma house to take something. go there take alot of stuff that helps to fold flower de cause last time my grandpa also likes to do all these things de ma but now he die liao so all the thing there no 1 use so i am the only 1 that can use it lor, cause i also like to do all this thing when i very young la think from pri 2 on dont no la.
but i only no that my grandpa spent alot of $ on it lor, think that big box got reachs $1000 ba all the thing in there is only paper and some other things la too many too say la think i can take all and go and sell lor lol so bad but i will not de, cause all this things there is left for me de cause he was the one that teach me how the skill de so now i so pro is all thanks to him.without him there will not b me now love him so much lol.

Sunday, March 05, 2006
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8:42 PM

yesterday so fun lol. i save someone life feel so happy. lucky i no wat he wanted to do if not i will guilty forever de. haix now i feel that life is very important de cause he wanted to end his life few so sad for him haix but nvm la it ok de. but b cause of this thing, i found out that all the councillor in the school no use de. cannot help him out then make him feel so irrated but at least stop him from jumping la. after all the teacher talk to him then i of the teacher ask me to say something to him, feel so lame, wat i wanted to say was wat thing that the teacher wanted me to say so that mean that i also can b a councillor lor lol. so i just say it but i say it in my own way cause i dont believe that wat the adult do we kid cannot do. then all the teacher go liao then i go talk to him, haha i make him smile liao feel so proud of myself so i started to find out wat happen to him that make him wanted to end his life. then after that bring him to the GO met his mother there. talk to her mother tell her mother not to worry everything will b just fine nothing will go wrong de. after that go r studio go there relax relax. then go see pp do the rock climing lor so nice to see lol so fun i also 1 but cannot . then went home with my friends feel so good to have friend now it good to have friends with u but on the way home not feeling well again. feel like vomiting, giddy haix this thing had been going on for so many days liao dont no wqat to do about it la . it all heaven fate but nvm it ok just look on the brightside of life can liao lol. then today i read a book that book very good it teach us how to forget n forgive and most important it help us to awake our kind heart.
there a few words that write :
1. with the thought of attaining enlightenment
for the welfare of all beings,
who are more precious than a wish-fulfilling jewel,
i will constantly practise holding them dear.
2.whenever i am with others
i will practise seeing myself as the lowest of all,
and from the very depth of my heart
i will respectfully hold others as supreme.
3.whenever i meet a person of bad nature
who is overwhelmed by negative enegy and intense suffering,
i will hold such a rare one dear,
as if i had found a precious treasure.

i think it good but there are still lot more dont 1 2 write out so many la so think write till her liao so bye bye

Saturday, March 04, 2006
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8:08 PM

long time no blog liao sorry ya .. nowaday many things happen dont no wat to blog also la , but the only think i no was that we have to look on the bright side of life dont alway think of the bad thing u have , but u also must look at the good thing u have .. shaeron i hope that u will not quit yr job b cause u feel stress . no point doing that de la k cause no job is dont have stress de u now 25+ lioa then if u quit do u think u will get a better job then this think no . so carry on with yr job there are sure many happy thing happening around u de right . compare yrself with those pp who are worst then u . some pp dont even have a job so u are very luck liao . so dont quit think about the postive thing dont look on the bad thing k .
then now SC got new pp joint in liao haha i can rest liao . but i hate mr lee lor very time give me last min work to do . how he want me to do it in time by my self today give me to do the notice bord thing then ask me to do it by wednesday lor . u think i robot huh . lucky got pp help me to day if not dont think can do it in time .. thanks alot . so hope all the new SC pp can do well do better can help to do the thing that i am doing now . but dont think so lol .
then we break liao think it all heaven fate ban . think we are not meant to be together after all . but nvm it ok de . just look on the bright side of life can liao lol . stay postive can liao that wat anson told me thanks ya love u lol . i am ok now so dont worry but think no 1 will worry de la lol .
haix then cause of the faint thing now still have to go back hospitial lor . feel so fan about it then now worst will feel giddy then no energy to do thing something ever haix . so everyone who read this nv faint ok pp will say u fake de ok try not to faint ..
why u will faint point no. 1
dont have enought sleep
keep on doing 1 thing without stopping
done ever fold heart of pp again

so think i will write till here bah . so if u think i am craping here then dont read lor cause i dont even no wat i am writing about lol

Monday, February 27, 2006
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8:02 PM

today was like a long day to me lor haha in the morning give zixin the valentine's day de gift lor cause tml will not go to school have to go hospitial lor haix so sad but nvm la wat is done is done liao lor.. then afther school go buy thing with zixin there all then buy alot of things lor .. then very tired after that go chior .. they seat infront i seat at the bad lor.. but i dotn think i will go there again liao la lor .. cause it like many of them say that i there they like not use to it lor .. so i wil not go liao lor .. then go home with they all lor .. feel very de tired then when i go home i then i found out that i have fever lor 38.2 think not very high bah think is yesterday nv sleep do the heart thing lor but all the is worth it de lor ... then there something i and monkey ho do de at first wanted to give zixin she de but dont no how say la so i think i will write it here lor .. but now i think i very chiidish lor haha .. here it goes thing is a chinse song call THE MOON REPRESENT MY HEART so wat we do was to turn it into english de lor haha feel so lame but very nice haha ..

You ask me how deep i love u
i do love u alot
what is in yr mind , what am i starring
the moon repesents my heart
lighty a peak 4 you
i am touch inside my heart
deeply the time we spent
leave a deeply mermorises .

see very cute right haha feel so lame lor .. for those who 1 2 copy de hor tell me leh must take the copy right from me de k haha

think write till here liao lor haix to night cannot sleep so sad that wat the hospitial say de hiax so must follow lor .. bye bye

Monday, February 13, 2006
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8:24 PM

today go celebrate pei qin with her today at jp so fun at there .. haha sing happy birthday song for her then all the pp at the medonle also sing for her haha so fun lor .. then after thecut cake haha like so de differcult to cut the cake lor haha then i also hurt my hand while lighting the candle lor haha so sad .. then after that go home with zixin walk home again lor enjoy it so much lor haha hope everyday is like this lor haha.. stop here liao lor bye bye

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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