8:04 PM
today mood super bad so tml see me dont feel sad if i scold or do anything bad about u guy k .. nv go school today cause got to go do the check up due to the faint last week waited there 4 a very long time very sainx there nothing to do .. soon my turn so i go in see the doctor then she make a appoinment 4 me so we waited for the nurse to give us the date for so we waited soon the nurse come liao then she tell us the date it was on 14 of feb at that moment i cry on the spot feel like i am a guy with no soul a gug had shot right nito my heart it so pain very pain no 1 can feel it .. ZIXIN i am sorry i cannot acompany u on that day sorry i dont 1 it .. it like i had perpare everything 4 this day for about 1 month and mnay other thing just for her all the surpise all the other thing just go down the drain like this it really painful i cry and i cry and i cry i cant do anything 4 her i feel i am a good 4 nothing my mood me everything b come very bad the whole day nv talk 4 more then 5 word i tired to 4get it but i cant do that when to a shop the song play there make me cry more then i went out of thaat shop and i cry again later go JP see movie cause my parent wanted to cheer me up so on the way there, my father turn on the radio 9.33 then OMG is that stupid song again so i cry again then after that dont no wat dj say something about love de then hear liao make me feel more sad feel like dieing .. both my parent had been shut up by me few time i few so bad but i cannot control my feeling so today i cry alot of time then go see i not stupid too at there i nv laugh at all but i cry from right at the begaining of the show cause i really cannot control my self all my hard work all the plan i had is all got is all got .. sorry got to stop now i really cannot stop think of all this thing sorry ..
Thursday, February 02, 2006
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